yes joa is finally in blog after seeking help from dean in logging in

to all who has been asking where did jo go???? MIA again ah??

my reply is sorry my dear folks...yes i have been away for awhile...and dean knows the reason cuz i told him before i went.....

actually..i went off to bangkok to do some surgery on my eye....so i have been MIA. so in case anytime after this wen u see me....dun see me and then start shouting across the street...JO!!!! OMG u look wierd what u did to your eye???!??!

if anyones does that I will pengsan and rather dig hole and crawl in lor. but yes....i did have double eyelid surgery done and it was painful and its still swollen now and apparently takes a year or more to have it fully healed and see effects.....dun ask me what made me wanna do it...

i guess it;s too much of pp coming to me and telling me i look like my mom that bothered me so much la....after a certain point...i think i just told myself i will change something so that i stop looking like her. I know sounds so extreme rite?? but yea...for once..like last week wen i went to my weekly foot massage at this auntie's place in people's park again...(i go there almost every week anyway cuz dad goes and mom and i tag along) the uncle for once told me he tot i look like my dad instead of my mom. BLISS!!!

so ya....this is the reason la...oi have been avoiding human contact cuz dean can tell u i looked pretty elephant woman for awhile la.....bravest thing i have done so far....i think even more brave than deciding to go abroad to study at age 17......deciding to have some plastic surgery done at age 26. haha.

and yes...topic nowadays on this blog is getting married, applying flat and even appreciating the fact that we all found the right person to be with and being happy together.....and i guess i am glad we all found our own little space in this big big crazy world to be happy.

even renee can talk abt 070707. Jean, Jia I duno wen urs are la...but i think mine can wait long long...hahaha....so difficult to even be in the same place as my BF at the same time lor...maybe for me....destiny is so that I am more suited to long distant things...cuz maybe its the way i function.

so ya...i am also looking forward to dec wen we can bbq but I will jus EAT hahahaa.....u all can do the cooking.....and i am missing out on those BLiss times spent also le..next time go can jio me along also la......hopefully i get my car delivered sooon and then i can try to at least not depend on dad for transport which means i can leave work wen i finish my own work....and not need to wait until like 7 or 8 most days then can go back....hahahah

eh.....jus wan to say......remember!!! DUN shout out """Jo u OK? blah blah pain anot?? etc???" wen u see me la......no need to announce to whole world i had plastic surgery la....

so yes..this is my blog for this week......pls give a round of applause to Jo...

Thank u thank u...hahahaha