off to TurKey 1st - 11th Dec

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rave is still playing the game of the moment ... and yeah ... i still owe dean some games. will try to remember tom morning when i wake and if i drop by sinda tom.
anyway JEAN!! dun have the BBQ on the 10th can? i be gone until 11th!! how could you leave me out? i suddenly have these cravings for BBQs, not so much the food but the hanging out . hiaks think the just chilling out at bbqs appeals to me better. intending to have a christmas gathering maybe on the eve's eve so that eve of christmas we can do our own stuff or something. if not i was thinking i have to wait until rave's bday next yr for an excuse to have a gathering.

guess what , with all the house talk and all , ms V just confirmed an apt @ EC hastily at 900 plus thousand dollars can? i mean ... she is obviously trying to prove something leh , i am DEFINITELY not jealous or anything, but that is not the way to force marriage leh (EVIL x100 Grin) what's worse, since mr P aint going to want to pay for anything, she volunteered to pay for everything ... GOSH ... i was thinking WOMen these days ... have got they got no cow sense to protect their own worth, what if they fall out? then who will bear the grunt of it all right? pai Liaoz to the MAX... you know what i mean .... i tawt pp rush to ROM coz of the houses that they buy not the other way round leh ?????

well, we have both decided not to get involved in anyway and not suggest anything coz we do not want ms V to think that we are trying to dissuade them against such a huge investment. aint lawyers supposed to be smarter than that ... or isit just that Love is just bloody Blind.

anyway i am grateful (seriously) for one thing over the previous week is that dean has gotten better. the emotions portrayed over the week really brought me way back into the times where we had our fair share of troubles and pain of such ... not that it brought me amusement, more so that it was wierd to have flashbacks of the past. its Different now as i see a stronger character who could find a way to make things right. i know how hurting and painful the last week must have been , but i am proud to say that you did everything right on your own.

damn it , i am hungry.......