Happy holidays!

Renee, probably the last year for you to collect ang pows.
Tam, I left a note for you on EDUADM1 desk.
Going Bangkok tomor, happy CNY to all of you and see you next weekend!

CNY gathering

hey guys CNY gathering @ my place

1. 20th Feb or
   
2. 23rd Feb or
   
3. 24th Feb or
   
4. 25th Feb or

any other suggestions are welcomed

re : BE HAPPY

Firstly just got back from genting and lost $200/- :(


TO: DEAN KAM

don't be so sad lah what crash and die all ! choy! don't think this kinda thoughts else we will call transitlink to ban dean kam from taking the MRT. wah lao!!!!! *slap dean's mouth"


Don't be depressed k ? if you sad gimme a ring we will meet at bliss and start throwing stones in the reservoir. you got tons of people who care for you but its very sweet and nice fo you to think for tracy.

sometimes i too feel depressed. Mostly for stupid reasons. Then i tell myself there are tons of others worst off then me. At least i know how to enjoy myself. Go out for a drink weekends. hang out with people i like. life is too short to save too much money lah! haha go for short get aways. I met so many people who just work to put food on the table. They don't even go out during weekends let alone go overseas.

i hate my boss i hate my previous job. i don't even have time for myself but i tell myself tahan tahan. IF JEANNIE PANG CAN TAHAN who CANNOT!?!?!?!?!? hahahaah

okie marc is screaming. HE WANTS TO BET SOCCER. SO LETS ALL be like marc lim kok peow okay? NO savings but very happy! hahahahahaha

U ll b STRONGER

to JO :

Good to hear that u r now occupied with salsa class, who noes, maybe thru tat class u ll b able to widen ur circle of frens.Being alone is neva poor thing or sad, at least for me. Being wifout a fren, i think is more poor thing. Just caught up with my ex-coll who was an intern in my prev ex dept. He came all the way fr Bukit Timah for prata. Guess it alwis good to catch up with pp who you are able to get along and still find the frenship worth keeping. If you hv time alone, catching up wif good old fren is one way to keep urself occupy; going to borders to read; shopping alone.

U know when R was busy helping his fren doing his own business, i told him to drop me at chinatown, i will shop ere and when he's done jus give me a call. From Chinatown, i shop till town fr 5-8pm was alone shopping until Jia told me she was in town also. I guess sometimes i prefer shopping alone, able to see n buy more things. Also, i m very much able to stay at home doing my own things, i know JEAN n DEAN cant, they need to get their ass OUT of the house. For me, being attached/married or not, lonliness(hving time alone) ll alwis be something i wan to have.

to JIA
gal, dont worry, you will be back soon. Look forward to Chinese New Year & Jason picking you u at the airport!!!!

to TAM & JEAN

enjoy your holidays...really longed for a good break...i miss the holiday so much...last was PHUKET!!!!

i love this blog too

tam:

i love this blog alot also. it definitely has helped me to open up a lot more to u all..and sometimes...a good way for me to air how i feeel.....rationalising my emotions into words does make it a little easier la...

haha.


jia:

yah i know what u mean by not having anyone with u jia....i mean...i havent been single very long ever since i was 16. man...which is why i become so like handicapped when i am single now sometimes...wish i can be more like renee sometimes...she was happily still going on her own life even when she is attached...

everyone:

yes i am on my road to try to be stronger now lor....so i enrolled myself for salsa class liao....class starts tonite...every wed nite for the next 4 weeks.....at this palce called two left feet. heee....
it runs like 2 hrs every wed nite and it a beginner class....maybe hopefully i become this salsa chick soon...

anyone wanna join me infuture jus check the website or search la...heeee

don't worry be happy!

Hello gfs,

wow like few days never read this and so many entries

Poor jia. don't worry lah at least when u have breaks u can go on holidays. I have customers who only earn like 400 a month. THEY literally WORK TO EAT. they don't take holidays they don't buy stuff..they don't do shit. JUST WORK . and their schedule is work 3 weeks and off one day. Sad right ?

so we must be happy bees. BE HAPPY don't worry !! :) maybe at night when you are free go and eat penang LASKA! hehehe

okie time to go off now! cya byeby

12.22am Penang - Pearl View Hotel

Time: 12.04am
Where: hotel @ penang - Pearl View Hotel.
Who: Lim Jia Yi
What: Blogger
When: now and always
Re: Daily Journal
Contents:
Hhaha thk im getting bored. whilst my tv is on and am fagging away...and using the internet doesnt seem that bad after all....guess the only thing i like is i can fag in the hotel..guess wat happen...my client is bloody stingy..they booked only one room for us..i was contemplating whether to book my own room but decided not to in the end. but guess wat...i asked her when we reached the hotel entrance " are u ok with one room?" then my dear junior told me.." I snore v loudly can you live with it?" i was like "really uh? I'm a light sleeper I will wake up easily" then she said "that time i went korea with my frens they all got awaken up by me...and my sister also cannot stand my snores, so i thk i better tell you just in case" then im like okok never mind i can always open a room...so i thk she is happy also... i mean its no joke if i cant sleep for a week and i gotta work efficiently and effectively esp when im overseas - basically need attention and concentration to do my work as if i go back singapore its case close i wont be able to get the documents and all from my client aldy......then in the end i booked my own hotel room and so gog to pay myself whahahahah but im happy lah get my own privacy and space......
so here i am.....enjoying my own privacy...actually this is the first time i stay in the hotel room by myself...i always have pp ard me come to thk of it....
and yes come to thk of it i havent been single for at least 10 years.....forgotten wat is it like to be single. hahhaha
so anyway time now is 12.22am im gog to blog off now....till then.............

i love us!

its wierd that we are using this blog to communicate with each other.
haiz, rave was telling me that altho he and his childhood buddies meet only like once in 3 months, they have endless things to say when they do. so are endless conversations between frenz a good thing? maybe not. it obviously works (that we dun tok too often) for us here.its farnie tho, i am like less than 2 metres from dean at work. we engage in the occasional conversation through the day. but.... i feel comfortable. sometimes silence speaks a thousand words.
maybe thats what real frenz are for. i love this blog. hee

no one said it was easy

jia...

it often is the case that we tend to think abt philosophical stuff wen we are sorta put in the environment and we ultimately put ourselves in a position to sorta judge ourslves and our position in our lives at present...so i definitely don't think what u wrote was BS la..esp wen it hits us real close tp the heart....but what i'm saying perhaps is.....i also duno where to start on finding the meaning of life and how to make it better or happier or make it more colourful..it is but a desire of the SELf that we should have a certain life and we should aim to make it happen..and yet...try as we may...it aint that easy...simply put...alot of times we kinda end up in a worse position than when we started. well..of cuz this isnt for eveyrone same case la....maybe always only in mine...but i think yea..it'll be good for u to take time out and assess what u really want...in career, relationship, life.....

wel....i am so FOS also la..haha..fancy the worst person giving advice sia..but yea...i guess if u really do wan that trip in june...i'll go with u but we must plan early lor...cuz i have no idea whethere i can then also..in the lucky event that i actually find a job...then maybe things change.

but if not...then if jason is busy...i'll more than happy to be ur partner in crime raising hell at papa crown. haha.

love u girl..and rollercoasters really shouldnt be our kinda thing. =)

with love from penang

Hey guys
decided to pen down some words...im in penang now...@ the hotel room....feel so sian..feel so bored with work...no motivation and blah blah ...im so gog to quit in maybe ard Sep...most likely lah serve my 3 years and buzzzzzzz off...will re-assess my position again in probably june...have taken 2 weeks leave during june period..and am thinking of gog somewhere for holiday...probably go somewhere nicer this time round! like i dunno maybe go australia haha go find father crown or go dunno where...

As all of us get busy and involved with our own lives esp renee who will be gog thru one of life's biggest events...it really struck me that we are approaching the big 3-0 and yes we can finally say we are growing old 2gether...wahhaa...i can vividly recall celebrating my 21st when I was entering into "adulthood" @ changi chalet...still can remember nana running and chasing after me with eggs and flour and what not....its been a blink & its 6 solid years...i dunno but nowadays we keep saying we are getting old and we are all so bogged down with our lives while some trying to get on with lives some trying to save money some trying to make the best out of lives...i realised that we have one thing in common...i.e. we striked to be happy and satisfied...but as humans we are never satisfied ya? Guess maslow hierarchy of needs does play a part in life philosophy....self actualisation and what not...

ok guys enough of my BS aka bullshit....till then............

Jo's reply. in form of blog.

Tam...

Cool...haha u are officially now tech savvvy.......so am I...heeeee

And u all....

And well...basically...wrote an entry in my own blog that's the one tied to my friendster account...seems that its the only other blog that i would bother writing in other than this one..so ......this entry also sorta dedicated to u all la....yes....coming back from there is kinda very very good form of release i suppose....but painful also....

so JO is now jus trying to be the best that she can be. and i emphasise..TRY!

but anyway...go read this entry wen can la....if u are anywhere interested in how i'm feeling now. =)

http://ditzyjtee.blogs.friendster.com/my_blog/

tazzzz......gonna go bed soon....tom still got to work le!!!!

and ya...i'm starting to apply for jobs outside for bank positions....if anyone has any tips on how i can score myself a good relationship banker position or analyst or fund manager position....please let me know la...i know ZILCH abt banks and it would help if i dun start looking stupid at the interview sia.

Whats the story morning glory ?

Hi girls,

I am currently in Bangkok. Going to watch Sunday's match SGD VS THAI.

Anyhow if any of you are confused with tracyeinny.livejournal.com , let me explain :)

PART ONE:

One stormy rainy night, me, dean and one of my colleague met up at BLISS . Me and dean decided to come up with another business venture( again hiaks! ) . This time no cost no namecards! haha. We set up the website and left it to "rot" for a few weeks.

Part TWO :

My cousin and her friend wanted to go to bangkok to shop and sell at their nus bizaare. So she went and came back. She made 1000 ++ for 3 days at nus and still at stock left over. So she told me and i told her make use of the website.So all the stuff you see are my cousins. But since i am here in bangkok, i bought a few stuff back to sell. Tam i know you wanted the strip dress. I told her to give u a discount! hiaks...

Part Three :

The name of the website is TRACY ( simple ) and einny = jeannie spelled backwards with a Y .

Part 4 : if this works out till we make enough we set up a shop call tracyeinny. ! haha DREAMING.




Joa i'm glad you are back. For a moment i thought you will stay in Sydney forever. Anyway from your post i would think you know what you did and sorta regret. but nevertheless as long as you learn from the experiences i believe live is too short to regret.

OKAY GIRLS wait for me to come back and meet up okie!!! :)


CYa if you want anything in particular. SMS ME!!!! BEST if you can MMS me..PEACE OUT

tech savvish

anyway .... i feel like accomplished and tech savvish.... i have a blog. haha
i reckon that since no one seems to be posting much, i set up my own blog for your eyes only.

haiz

jo, i hope you have REALLY sorted out your thoughts by now. you cant win all the time. so for now, set things right, dun upset your dad again and quit thinking about the relationships that are long gone. if its meant to be , its meant to be. sometimes, you just cant take thing into your hands.
no matter what happens, we still love you!

LOOKING FOR HOT JOB TO FOCUS ON MY NEW BEGINNING

AS title above states...

I guess i shd concentrate on a career and make myslef occupied with a job.

so yes...whoever has lobang for jobs with at least 3.5k above a month...let me know. *sigh*

i'm back...and kinda lost....again

yes everyone....

i am back. been back for 2 days now...this is the second day..and as i am still trying to catch up with work here....i'm also feeling the lowest of low. how terrible that everytime i make a post i am actually miserable. how depressing to read jo's post all the time. wish i was more like jean who can complain abt work...and tam who can laugh abt work and her hubby....or jia who complains abt work..or renee who asks abt rings.

anyway..yes..it has been a very turbulent and roller coaster trip for me...to sydney...this time was a big shakeup and in a sense...it at least cleared out one or two things..but at the same time..this trip also killed alot of trust that people had in me...(namely my parents') and yet i went ahead and did it on my whim and fancy. i know no one really understands why i do the most impulsive of things and why i dun think of consequences but i duno...i guess my heart does really rule my head and that is the biggest weakness i have...

checK it out!

http://tracyeinny.livejournal.com/

Hmmmm.....

I realised something TAMMY IS DAMM FREE! EITHER THAT SHE RECEIVES ALOT OF EMAIL ! hhahaha...

okay alil update of my life..

firstly i am sure you guys know that i tendered and my childish boss tore away my resignation letter. And so i attempted to resubmit again 4 days later. He accepted but not without telling me awhole lot of bullshit . anyway the very next day apparantly my boss's boss offered me another position. "business development manager" fixed pay no comm.

I got another offer from DBS too. DOing paper work for private banker but pay is 3.8k. THis one not much prospect but high pay.

I dunno which one to take up but many has adviced me to take up the business development job as firstly the management values me to offer me when i tender and secondly more propects and i can move outta the banking industry with the marcom experience. Thirdly my dad says there is no hurry to do paperwork . Oh well. So i have to settle for a lower pay and think far.

okay marc is kao peh background. talk again! and yeah must get rid of this music..hear until very sian leh

OPRAH & men

WHAT OPRAH HAS TO SAY ABOUT MEN

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.

Stop making excuses for a man and his behaviour.

Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.

Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.

Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.

If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck, don't settle.

If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.

Don't stay because you think it will get better. You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you.

Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.

You cannot change a man's behaviour. Change comes from within.

Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are...even if he has more education or in a better job.

Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less.

Never let a man define who you are. Never borrow someone else's man.

If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you. A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.

All men are NOT dogs. You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is two way street.

You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about baggage...

You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals...look for someone complimentary... not supplementary.

Make him miss you sometimes... when a man always know where you are, and you're always readily available to him - he takes it for granted.


They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them.

can i suggest we turn off the blog music?

eh sorry uh can we turn off the blog music? coz when i hear with my earphones its v loud ahhha then boring leh everytime same song heheehe