no one said it was easy

jia...

it often is the case that we tend to think abt philosophical stuff wen we are sorta put in the environment and we ultimately put ourselves in a position to sorta judge ourslves and our position in our lives at present...so i definitely don't think what u wrote was BS la..esp wen it hits us real close tp the heart....but what i'm saying perhaps is.....i also duno where to start on finding the meaning of life and how to make it better or happier or make it more colourful..it is but a desire of the SELf that we should have a certain life and we should aim to make it happen..and yet...try as we may...it aint that easy...simply put...alot of times we kinda end up in a worse position than when we started. well..of cuz this isnt for eveyrone same case la....maybe always only in mine...but i think yea..it'll be good for u to take time out and assess what u really want...in career, relationship, life.....

wel....i am so FOS also la..haha..fancy the worst person giving advice sia..but yea...i guess if u really do wan that trip in june...i'll go with u but we must plan early lor...cuz i have no idea whethere i can then also..in the lucky event that i actually find a job...then maybe things change.

but if not...then if jason is busy...i'll more than happy to be ur partner in crime raising hell at papa crown. haha.

love u girl..and rollercoasters really shouldnt be our kinda thing. =)