i'm back...and kinda lost....again

yes everyone....

i am back. been back for 2 days now...this is the second day..and as i am still trying to catch up with work here....i'm also feeling the lowest of low. how terrible that everytime i make a post i am actually miserable. how depressing to read jo's post all the time. wish i was more like jean who can complain abt work...and tam who can laugh abt work and her hubby....or jia who complains abt work..or renee who asks abt rings.

anyway..yes..it has been a very turbulent and roller coaster trip for me...to sydney...this time was a big shakeup and in a sense...it at least cleared out one or two things..but at the same time..this trip also killed alot of trust that people had in me...(namely my parents') and yet i went ahead and did it on my whim and fancy. i know no one really understands why i do the most impulsive of things and why i dun think of consequences but i duno...i guess my heart does really rule my head and that is the biggest weakness i have...